Friday, December 21, 2007

Happy 2nd Birthday Little Man----Letter from Mommy

Dear Jacob,
Last year at this time I wrote you a letter, and thought I would start a tradition by writing another letter this year. It was very emotional last year to talk about all the amazing things you had accomplished and taught me in that first year of motherhood. My life had changed so much, so fast with your arrival. It is true that having a baby changes everything. Nobody can EVER prepare you, or even begin to explain what it is like to be a parent. I guess it is something that you learn ‘day by day’ and ‘year by year’. Kids just don’t come with an instruction manual. Trust me; I have scoured the internet looking for one.
I can’t believe how fast this year has gone by. You are an amazing little boy. Gosh, I can’t believe I’m writing ‘little boy’. It seems just like yesterday a nurse at the hospital brought you to me in a big red Christmas stocking on Christmas Day.
You have filled my life with such entertainment, excitement, joy, and let’s be honest, work. It has taken me two years to realize and accept that; 7 a.m. really is sleeping in late; that even at 30, I can and do have a curfew earlier than when I was 16, something that should take the average person 15 minutes, takes me 45 minutes, and finally, that kids really do say the darnedest things. Anyone, who reads a parenting magazine soon realizes that their kid has the potential to land them right smack in the middle of the ‘baby bloopers’ section.
It has also taken me two years to realize that the smell of your hair after a bath is one of the best smells on earth. Seeing you grow and change is astonishing. Watching you sleep is peaceful; hearing your laugh makes me laugh, and hearing your cries makes my heart hurt. That kisses, hugs and hearing ‘wove you’ from a 2 year old really does fix any and all problems.
Being your mom is one of the greatest gifts I have ever been given. You teach me every day, in your own special way, how to be a better person. You lead by example and don’t even know it. I don’t why I’m so blessed to have such an amazing little boy like you in my life.
Our family has had its share of heartache this year, with the passing of your NoNo, and joy with Wylie coming to live with us. It is the funniest thing in the world to see how happy you are when both puppies chase you through the house. It is the sweetest thing to see you give your ‘NoNo Bear’ a hug and kiss. Even with all the changes in the past year you have rolled with it, and before my very eyes became such a big boy! I try to imagine what the next year will bring, but know whatever I think up won’t be even close to the actual amazing things you will learn and do. Happy 2nd Birthday buddy!
Love,
Mommy

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