Goodbye My GG

It is with great sadness and a little confusion that I must write this post. My Great Grandma (GG) passed away this morning after a very brief illness at Carson Tahoe Hospital. She was surrounded by family till the very end. I could not be there because she was in ICU, and I want to remember her as the 'crazy old lady' with crazy hair, and who talked funny (She was English). She watched me after my mommy went back to work until I was 10 months old.

She would always make me laugh, one time so hard I actually peed my pants! She was constantly trying to get me to eat chicken, fish and things I really don't care for, but if she did on the off chance find something I enjoyed there was no short supply of it around the house or even in her purse. I loved all the magnets on her refrigerator and how we always found a way to get into trouble, like having chocolate or candy two minutes before bed. Most of all I loved her.

I don't quite get why my mommy and daddy keep saying I won't be able to see My GG anymore when I ask for her, and I really don't understand why my parents had to sit me down to talk about GG going to heaven with my NoNo, and being very sick, and I really didn't get why everyone had 'big read noses' today, but what I do know is this...I will forever be my GG's Angel Baby, and she will forever by My GG!